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Loving


I’ve been wanting 

To be with you 

My heart beats

Distract me from 

The sight of you

I’ll follow your sound

Even if you don’t

Want me around 

Your chest against mine

It makes my whole world

Go round 

Hear it 

That’s the beat of my heart

When I see you 

Different 

To set me apart 

If it’s not too late 

For this

I’ll follow your sound

Even if you don’t want 

Me around

All ready changing

I’ll spin slowly

Until you’re ready to hold me

Again

once again

i find myself lost,

lost in the eyes of a man

who does not love me back

once again

i find myself lost,

lost in spaces that i can

no longer go to

…lest the thought of you occurs

no longer can i sleep

for the fear of losing you

rips me apart from the inside out

but my poor mind…

my poor heart…

fails to see that

i could never lose you,

when you were never mine to begin with

once again,

i find myself

lending my body

to fill the empty void in his heart

once again,

i find myself

unable to keep him

in my arms.

I wish this was a dream

I hate this

The way you make me feel 

It’s short and sweet

But I forgot

This was a deal

Now I hate it

I see you with them

And not with me

In a dream

I wish to be

I can not

Feel

I hate this 

And how she takes up

Your mind

Even with me 

It was short and sweet

Now I hate this 

Like I can’t keep 

You

In a dream 

I wish to be 

So I can not

Feel