April

I thought I was tainted

Like the skin on my neck 

After your hungry lips 

Left it purple and blue 

Round Again

the children run, waving their invisibile guns

up in the air

a breeze warm, inviting

i remember the arms of my grandmother

as she wiped the tears off my face

the trees darken with approaching night

and a subtle pink, brings my mind around again

to the faint memory of a similar sky

and the sharp wind kissing our skin

i wish she could hold me now.

Still your body

Am I made like a tool 

You make it seem like my body is only for you

The deeper I look into the mirror 

I get further away from calling it mine 

You can say you’ve done your job 

The only one you’ve ever kept 

To make me feel like a sinner

When you were in the wrong 

Now when I’m lonely

My mind won’t work

As well as it should be 

I think I’m ready to drown

I think I’m ready to drown

I should learn to love myself

But I don’t seem to know how

I should learn to love myself 

But I don’t seem to know how

Something I guess

Laying on my bedroom floor

Booked up and looped up

Doing things I’d never done before

Thinking bout the way you left

Talking about some other girl

It seems to me you no remorse

For me

Now that you’re gone

Looking at the sun

It’s easy to breath

Cause I know that

My love is to grand, for your pair of hands